The Artist’s Way: Morning Pages
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The Artist’s Way: Morning Pages
I’ve been doing morning pages consistently for years, but as I wrote in a reply to @Krys I’m pretty bad at it. I get distracted, so it takes longer than it should, and sometimes I just take stabs at it during the day until I’ve filled two or three pages. But honestly, it has mostly evolved into a long rambling moan about my never-ending to-do list that leaves me exhausted before I even do anything. I’m not sure what to do about that, but today, I timed myself, and it took me 40 minutes to finish 3 pages even with several distractions, which was better timing than I’d thought. (Maybe I could do three pages in 30 minutes if I hid in the bedroom.)
Like @Isabelle wrote, I’m glad I don’t have to go back and read my morning pages. I have stacks and stacks of old morning pages notebooks dating back decades, and I still haven’t looked at them. I might need to make a bonfire of them in the yard before I die so nobody else reads them, but I’m sure that even if someone tried, they’d soon abandon the effort out of boredom. I won’t read them, and I don’t want anyone else to, but burning them somehow feels wrong. I guess I’m superstitious about keeping them. Hmmm.
I have developed a habit of underlining action items in my morning pages, then adding them to my long running to-do list. Maybe that’s why my to-do list is such a source of anxiety: Pretty much everything I ever thought I should do is on there. If not for the list, I’d probably be blissfully unaware of all the plans and projects I’d planned to do and then abandoned. The thing is, I am SO GOOD at shoulding on myself, and I’ve made the morning pages into just another thing I ought to do better. Another hmmm.
I’m looking forward to hearing how others approach their morning pages. Have you developed any new habits –or tethered to old ones — to help you get the pages done? How do you feel about doing them? Have any epiphanies bubbled up from your subconscious? Challenges? Celebrations? Fabulous ideas to share?
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